Stretched our love across the globe and wore it out until it broke...
You broke my trust, almost exactly one year ago, and i (rightly) left you. got the fuck out. i have self-respect and standards, i am not one of those weepy doormat females, and you knew this when you married me. according to you, that was one of your reasons for falling in love with me in the first place. just because you didn't fuck anyone else doesn't make your betrayal any less of a BETRAYAL. a lie is a lie, and even before we became serious, i always made it clear from the beginning that i will not stand being lied to. from anyone, be it a friend or lover. period. then we fall in love (i thought) and marry, and you think because we're 'married' i'll suddenly turn into that doormat-female that i have never been? no. marriage is about building a LIFE together, marriage is about partnership, and always counting on that one person that will have your back, compromise and sacrifice, and your lies betrayed ALL of that.i finally weakened and came back after 2 months, and for that i am ashamed. i thought, when i made the decision, that if i DIDN'T come back and give you a second chance, then i would become partially to blame for the failure of this marriage - because forgiveness is also a vital aspect in a partner.
but now, you've betrayed me again. and when i call you on it, you yell at me and call me names, while i'm calmy biting my tongue and trying to communicate my feelings to you and resolve this instead of writing you off immediately, you verbally abuse me.
that seals the deal. you couldn't have made your feelings more obvious if you'd tried. i know when i need to remove myself from an unhealthy situation, and oh boy, is this unhealthy.
all your talk of wanting me to have your children, of being my husband, out the window. this isn't something i pushed you into. these things came from your mouth, and i thought they came from your heart. you asked ME to marry you.
thanks for wasting years of my life. at least i can safely remove myself with a clear conscience, knowing that i bent over backwards and never gave up, while you just used me.
you will be the one struggling with this years from now, when i have moved on and grown stronger.
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Hey - brace yourself for some really (really) stupid comebacks. I thought your vent was grand - THIS is what Ventibate is for - and replies not worth a fuck what anyone else thinks! You realized BULLSHIT (which is sold in many, many forms, and under various names) for what it is.
YOU are informed RE: Caveat Emptor (Buyer Beware) - and FUCK all other UNsupportive comments to come. I'm braced. Hope you are too. (Fungus Humanoids aren't nearly as contagious as the other sort, just mildly annoying for a time)
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Be thankful you didn't have children with him. But, at least you left with your dignity intact. Keep your chin up. Someday, this will make a really funny story.
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I cant judge this. I don't know either of you. You seem to be in pain though.
Good luck for the future I hope you find what you need.
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Good for you!!!! Life goes on I promise!
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Wow that guy is an asshole. Good for you for giving his undeserving ass the boot.
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So, OP, I take it you're available. Do you swallow?
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No shame in loving someone. The loss is his.
#6 Do you?
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Hey - brace yourself for some really (really) stupid comebacks. I thought your vent was grand - THIS is what Ventibate is for - and replies not worth a fuck what anyone else thinks! You realized BULLSHIT (which is sold in many, many forms, and under various names) for what it is. YOU are informed RE: Caveat Emptor (Buyer Beware) - and FUCK all other UNsupportive comments to come. I'm braced. Hope you are too. (Fungus Humanoids aren't nearly as contagious as the other sort, just mildly annoying for a time)
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Be thankful you didn't have children with him. But, at least you left with your dignity intact. Keep your chin up. Someday, this will make a really funny story.Posted 2 months ago | Report
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I cant judge this. I don't know either of you. You seem to be in pain though.Good luck for the future I hope you find what you need.
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Good for you!!!! Life goes on I promise!Posted 2 months ago | Report
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Wow that guy is an asshole. Good for you for giving his undeserving ass the boot.Posted 2 months ago | Report
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So, OP, I take it you're available. Do you swallow?Posted 2 months ago | Report
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No shame in loving someone. The loss is his.#6 Do you?
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